WRITING & POETRY

CASSETE PLAYER
An old black plastic cassette player. The edges scuffed and the play button stuck. Resting on a kindergarten table, pressed against the back wall. Small orange chairs, too little for grownups to sit in, horseshoed around the miniature table. I was near the end of the horseshoe, next to my best friend Jenna, whose thick black curls caused jealousy all around. "Who would like to go first" I heard from the teacher. I glanced around eager to go, but not willing to volunteer myself. I felt a poke into the side of my right arm, like a stick had just gouged me while running through the woods. Jenna whispered with her eyes for me to go. I stood up with my hot pink, calf length leggings, and a huge shirt that I stole from my big brother's closet that morning, with a brown wicker belt tied around my waist. The teacher bent down towards me and smiled, the same smile my mom has when teaching her computer class, sweet and questionable. The teacher reached out her hands, and said, "Would you like to go sweetheart". I nodded ready to strut my stuff. I handed her the double-sided kareoke cassette tape, pointing to side A. My mom got me that tape at the kareoke store at Northcross mall, where the same man who traded that tape for money still works. The teacher led with her wrinkled arm for me to go stand in the middle of the horseshoe near the old, scuffed, cassette player.
EJECT
The front part of the player popped out, now looking like the mean monster cassette player in THE BRAVE LITTLE TOASTER, a classic movie to me at the time. The teacher lunged down, still smiling and put in side A.
CLICK
The monster turned back into a regular beat up cassette player, found in you Uncle's basement, next to the power tools.
PLAY
I heard the music start. I looked up taking a deep breath and got ready to open my mouth. At that moment I was transformed from a stuck in the eighties, little girl to Pocahontas, Indian princess. Colors of the Wind, my absolute favorite song Jenna and I would sing to it in the back of our parent's cars together, attempting at harmonies and runs, trying to be mini-Mariah Carries. As I listened to myself sing, I pictured the music video of this song, always played on the Disney Channel to help promote the movie, and as I came upon the second verse, I felt like I was there, "…the rainstorm and the rivers are my brothers, the heron and the otter are my friends…" Popping out of the river, running rolling in the cornfields, I traveled from an old dollhouse like kindergarten room to the pine trails of the forest.
STOP
It stopped. My mind came rushing back to the horseshoe. An old black plastic cassette player. The edges scuffed and the play button stuck, that is a portal in time.
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7/31/05